A delightful new beginning for Nicola, ending a life of 30 years of misery. Follow her path as she is thrust through various psychiatric diagnoses and treatments to finally attain a grasp of normality. Throughout the decades of despair, she never lost her courage and faith that she would one day be able to live a life she dreamed of. After succumbing to many clinical trials an idea from one psychiatrist opened the door to a full recovery. This book is written in the hope that precision medicine will be the mainstay of all future medical treatment and protect current and future patients from countless, unnecessary treatments. This book gives a balance between information and personal anecdotes to enlighten those interested in the neglected and misunderstood diagnosis of Mixed Mood Bipolar.

The book is written in a series of memory-lane vignettes depicting memories of her life with an ex-wise guy. The book starts at the end of the story and through the vignettes of the ups and downs of living with an ex-wise guy and how a person’s past can follow them wherever they go. The story ends where it started. The love story between the couple, who met later in life, is dramatic and quite heated. The depiction of how hospice helped her through her husband’s dying process was a dramatic life-learning situation.