They say blood is thicker than water, but what about friendship? Sean Mitchell disrespected and betrayed his brotherhood to Bruce by sleeping with his wife and having her sign over her half of his company. In the midst of this storm, Bruce finds himself on the brink of death only to awake and realize his true love…his mother Sara is gone. Bruce has to find a way to pay Sean back while trying to save what is left of his family and his business; while carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. The only way he can overcome this and climb his way back on top is to put his beliefs to the side and do something he's never done before. What will these Victim's of Love do in this tangled web of dysfunction, deceit and betrayal when they’re faced with the one decision that could change their lives forever….

Bruce Johnson, a self-reliant man who created his own wealth and success from nothing, was on the verge of having it all, including owning one of the largest and most profitable companies in New York City. Every dream seemed to be coming true, including finding the love of his life Felicia Johnson. But soon that dream became a nightmare when Felicia and Sean Mitchell, Bruce’s longtime friend and business associate embarked on a sexual escapade that nearly destroyed Bruce’s entire life. Now Bruce is faced with a new torment that threatens his business and sanity as he tries to deal with the deepest betrayal he’s ever encountered.

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.