When the nature writer Richard Mahler discovers that wild jaguars are prowling a remote corner of his home state of New Mexico, he embarks on a determined quest to see in the flesh a big, beautiful cat that is the stuff of legend--yet verifiably real. Mahler's passion sets in motion a years-long adventure through trackless deserts, steamy jungles, and malarial swamps, as well as a confounding immersion in centuries-old debates over how we should properly regard these powerful predators: as varmints or as icons, trophies or gods? He is drawn from border badlands south to Panama's rain forest along a route where the fate of nearly all wildlife now rests in human hands. Mahler's odyssey introduces him to unrepentant poachers, pragmatic ranchers, midnight drug-runners, ardent conservationists, trance-induced shamans, hopeful biologists, stodgy bureaucrats, academic philosophers, macho hunters, and gentle Maya Indians. Along the way, he is forced to reconsider the true meaning of his search--and the enduring symbolism of the jaguar.

Embark on a breathtaking adventure with S.IDEA's latest masterpiece, "Shadow of the Jaguar." Join Alexei Vasiliev as he delves deep into the heart of the Amazon Rainforest, fueled by an insatiable curiosity and a deep passion for exploration. Guided by the jungle's whispers and the ancient map clutched in his hands, Alexei's journey is a testament to the wild's untamed beauty and the mysteries that lurk within its emerald depths. From the moment Alexei sets foot in the dense underbrush, he is acutely aware of the perils that shadow his every step. Venomous creatures, treacherous paths, and the omnipresent threat of the elusive jaguar set the stage for an epic tale of adventure, danger, and discovery. With Luisa Mendez, a skilled guide whose knowledge of the jungle is unparalleled, by his side, Alexei confronts the brutal realities of the natural world. "Shadow of the Jaguar" is not merely a story of survival; it's an intricate dance with nature's most primal forces. As Alexei and Luisa navigate through heart-stopping encounters with poachers and come face-to-face with their own inner demons, their journey evolves into a profound exploration of human endurance, the bonds forged in adversity, and the timeless quest for understanding the mysteries of the wild. With each chapter, S.IDEA skillfully weaves a narrative that captures the essence of adventure—the exhilaration of the unknown, the confrontation with fear, and the relentless pursuit of discovery. Will Alexei and Luisa unearth the secrets hidden in the shadow of the jaguar, or will the jungle's ancient guardians reclaim their domain, leaving its mysteries forever veiled in shadow? Join us on this unforgettable odyssey, where every shadow holds a story, every whisper carries the weight of centuries, and the quest for knowledge knows no bounds. "Shadow of the Jaguar" promises to enchant, challenge, and inspire, inviting readers to rediscover their connection with the natural world and the wild that echoes within us all. S.IDEA

Description Reflections on Life is a collection of poems which describes the life experiences of the author who has lived with the personal legacy of child abuse, followed by the descent into mental illness (schizophrenia and OCD) and alcoholism. The poems carry a message of hope by exploring the complex mental landscapes of co-morbidity, dual diagnosis, psychosis, childhood, the power of ideas, emotions, thoughts, pain, loss, actions and relationships. The poems invite the reader on a journey through a world where the experience of mental distress has carved a creative channel through the darkness and loneliness of illness and points to a way forward. The author has experienced mental health problems since early childhood (OCD at five, schizophrenia since his teens). He has experienced stigma and discrimination from family, school and society but has learned to forgive along the way through the medium of poetry. The author has lived with severe and enduring mental illness, suicidal ideation, a plethora of psychotic symptoms, voices and perceptual aberrations, as well as the efforts of a sometimes unhelpful and clumsy mental health system. He has learned from the experience of others and how to put his own suffering and distress into a broader social context. About the Author The author was born on 22 October 1964 in London and, with few exceptions, has lived and worked in London all his life. He is the younger of two brothers born to Polish emigre parents who arrived in the UK in the late nineteen forties, after experiencing traumatic childhoods separated from their own parents and witnessing conflict and war in some of the major theatres of the Second World War. The author lives in Ealing, west London which has a vibrant Polish community and is educated to university level. He is currently a postgraduate student at King's College London. The author's childhood was spent in a family home with a number of lodgers which, by any means, was overcrowded. There were many people in his life from early on; each with different, sometimes difficult, personalities which did little to fuse the immediate family unit into a secure base from which a child could thrive. Soon after starting school, the author began to experience cognitive, behavioural and emotional problems. These went unrecognised for many years, during which the author suffered in silence and fell back on his own resourcefulness in developing coping strategies. The author has had obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) since about the age of five and this had a devastating impact on home life and school. At first it was an obsession with numbers and letters of the alphabet. There was much confusion and anxiety in the young child's life. Soon the obsessions multiplied and mutated into more physical aspects of movement (going in and out of doorways, walking up and down pathways and stairs, opening and closing, repeating things aloud) which were accompanied by thoughts and feelings of doom. On many occasions, the stress was so great that the author's young mind would switch off and become empty of thought and fixed in a void but with the recognition that things had to be put right, sorted out and put back in place.

How far will they go to rescue the ones they love? Esmerelda and Freddy have spent lifetimes trying to find the prison of the demon Don Marcos so they can break the curse and find Freddy’s lost love. Everything seems to be lining up, but Don Marcos’s prison slips through their fingers yet again. When a new demon rises to take his place, they must trust their friends with the truth and hope they can end this curse. Meanwhile, Diego and Alex are attacked by a wolf-like beast that no one wants to admit knowing about. Determined to get to the truth and stop the Big Bad Wolf from getting to Alex, Diego heads out into the city as Shadow Guardian. With Alex watching his back in the command center, Diego will stop at nothing to stop this threat to his community—and his boyfriend.

Part One in an Exclusive Four-Part Novel Half man, half animal, a Shadow Shifter must walk the line between predator and prey. Love and lust. And pure, blind hunger... A natural-born hunter proud of his birthright, Ezra Preston agrees to hide his true identity and pretend to be human to learn what his enemies know of his kind. But even undercover, it's not in his nature to play games with a woman. Especially when he discovers a creature as mysterious-and utterly delectable-as Jewel Jenner. Can she be trusted? The only thing Ezra knows for sure is that she cannot be resisted...in Hunger's Mate: Part 1 by A.C. Arthur. "The shifter universe just got sexier...sizzling!"-RT Book Reviews Read all four parts of this sensational novel-and look for the full volume of Hunger's Mate in February 2015 from St. Martin's Paperbacks.

From HOT romance author A.C. Arthur comes HUNGER'S MATE: Part Two, in the Shadow Shifter series, in which one man's lust for life leads him to a dangerous place...and a forbidden passion. Ezra can't help but be on the prowl. Jewel is stunning. Sly. Insatiable. But she is no ordinary human-and he's about to find out that he's stalking but an alluring and mysterious cat thief. One who posseses dangerous secrets of her own...in Hunger's Mate: Part 2 by A.C. Arthur. "The shifter universe just got sexier...sizzling!"-RT Book Reviews Read all four parts of this sensational novel-and look for the full volume of Hunger's Mate in February 2015 from St. Martin's Paperbacks.

Originally published by Chipmunkapublishing, and now thoroughly revised, Assignment Yggdrasil is a groundbreaking novel about how far governments can go in the fight against bioterrorism. Set during the presidency of George W. Bush and the height of the War on Terror, the United States Department of Defense has secretly garnered intelligence confirming that, within a decade, groups intent on mass murder will possess bioweaponry capable of annihilating either the USA…or the entire human species. A special operation, Assignment Yggdrasil, has begun in an attempt to avert the so–called ‘Ragnarok,' doomsday. Although they appear human, subjects have been genetically converted from human to transhuman, given immunity to all biological pathogens known to infect humans, as well as special abilities from other species. Only the new species, the transhuman, is predicted to survive the bioterrorist Ragnarok. The government has staked its bets on these transhumans, hoping they will rebuild American democracy in the resulting chaos. Yet the government is performing this transhumanism covertly, infecting thousands of citizens with the virus through their food, drink, and medicine. Some test subjects have died unwittingly under experimentation and the government is hiding everything. An equally furtive resistance has formed, led by various radical groups who dispute the bioethics of the operation. In a precarious showdown with the government, the rebels question whether the removal of humanity is really a gift and if the end justifies the means.