If you are struggling with depression, anxiety, or any other mental illness, or know someone who is, you are not alone. There is a way out. There is hope. There is life.This book is raw, unedited emotion written by Aaron when he was going through some of the hardest parts of his life. He has now released it to show those who are fighting the internal war personally that someone out there does understand exactly how confusing, disturbing, disruptive, messy the brutallity of anxiety and depression are. How hopeless, and often hate-filled and lonely it all seems. If you struggle with depression, or know someone who does, you are encouraged to read this book to maybe, hopefully, get some better understanding and insight as Aaron shares his life through poetry, short stories, and auto-biography, so that you may better understand the underlying message: YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Idleness. Apathy. Restlessness. Procrastination. These are symptoms, of what early Christian theologians called despondency (acedia), a spiritual sickness rooted in a lack of care or effort. A condition as old as the ancients, despondency thrives in today¿s culture of leisure, anxiety, and digital distraction. Time and Despondency is a penetrating synthesis of ancient theology, spiritual memoir, and self-help practicality. It envisions despondency as the extension of a broken relationship with the experience of time. Driven by the fear of death and the anxiety of living, despondency drives us to abandon the present moment, forsaking the only temporal realm in which we have true fellowship with Christ. The remedies offered by time-honored Christian thinkers for this predicament constitute not only an antidote to despondency but also stepping stones back to the present moment. In regaining the sacredness of time, we re-encounter the Resurrection of Christ in the dark and restless moments of our lives.