Embark on a breathtaking adventure with S.IDEA's latest masterpiece, "Shadow of the Jaguar." Join Alexei Vasiliev as he delves deep into the heart of the Amazon Rainforest, fueled by an insatiable curiosity and a deep passion for exploration. Guided by the jungle's whispers and the ancient map clutched in his hands, Alexei's journey is a testament to the wild's untamed beauty and the mysteries that lurk within its emerald depths. From the moment Alexei sets foot in the dense underbrush, he is acutely aware of the perils that shadow his every step. Venomous creatures, treacherous paths, and the omnipresent threat of the elusive jaguar set the stage for an epic tale of adventure, danger, and discovery. With Luisa Mendez, a skilled guide whose knowledge of the jungle is unparalleled, by his side, Alexei confronts the brutal realities of the natural world. "Shadow of the Jaguar" is not merely a story of survival; it's an intricate dance with nature's most primal forces. As Alexei and Luisa navigate through heart-stopping encounters with poachers and come face-to-face with their own inner demons, their journey evolves into a profound exploration of human endurance, the bonds forged in adversity, and the timeless quest for understanding the mysteries of the wild. With each chapter, S.IDEA skillfully weaves a narrative that captures the essence of adventure—the exhilaration of the unknown, the confrontation with fear, and the relentless pursuit of discovery. Will Alexei and Luisa unearth the secrets hidden in the shadow of the jaguar, or will the jungle's ancient guardians reclaim their domain, leaving its mysteries forever veiled in shadow? Join us on this unforgettable odyssey, where every shadow holds a story, every whisper carries the weight of centuries, and the quest for knowledge knows no bounds. "Shadow of the Jaguar" promises to enchant, challenge, and inspire, inviting readers to rediscover their connection with the natural world and the wild that echoes within us all. S.IDEA

When the nature writer Richard Mahler discovers that wild jaguars are prowling a remote corner of his home state of New Mexico, he embarks on a determined quest to see in the flesh a big, beautiful cat that is the stuff of legend--yet verifiably real. Mahler's passion sets in motion a years-long adventure through trackless deserts, steamy jungles, and malarial swamps, as well as a confounding immersion in centuries-old debates over how we should properly regard these powerful predators: as varmints or as icons, trophies or gods? He is drawn from border badlands south to Panama's rain forest along a route where the fate of nearly all wildlife now rests in human hands. Mahler's odyssey introduces him to unrepentant poachers, pragmatic ranchers, midnight drug-runners, ardent conservationists, trance-induced shamans, hopeful biologists, stodgy bureaucrats, academic philosophers, macho hunters, and gentle Maya Indians. Along the way, he is forced to reconsider the true meaning of his search--and the enduring symbolism of the jaguar.

An unlikely young hero is thrust into a fantastic and frightening world on a voyage of love, life and revelations.

In the Shadow of the Shaman is about the importance of connection to the deepest power of Nature. It tells you how to use natural objects from the shamanic worlds -- Plant, Mineral, Animal, and Human -- to help make this personal connection with Earth energies. In doing this, you are able to reconnect with the center of your own power. Because the shamanic path is such a personal one, often not able to be shared, this book has been designed so that it has the experiential quality of the shamanic journey traditions. The author is also careful to present the information in a clear, organized manner. In doing so, she blends the deeply personal wisdom of a shamanic path with the shared, community wisdom of a medicine path. This represents an ideal for Aquarian shamanism. But this book is not simply about shamanism -- it shows, through techniques, exercises, meditations, and rituals, how anyone can become a shaman. You will learn how to attune yourself with the shamanic worlds of Nature, and with the Higher Self, for self-healing and self-empowerment. You will learn to develop shamanic balance, to become the living tree, and you will do this by using such tools as stones, crystals, feathers, masks, drums, and incense. Book jacket.

Brave young heroes, Kumyr and Bhaje, are hurled into a breathtaking adventure to save their home planet, and the fate of the galaxy is at stake in a secret war with the darkmatter dragons. Together they experience a blur of magic and science while being mentored by Rhin Poh, a revered and powerful Rafelim of the Onunaki. Bonds of friendship develop as they gain new powers needed to face a formidable array of dangers, physically and psychologically. As the companions travel from planet to planet through the mysterious Quantum Tunnels, they must question who and what to trust while they race to find a secret fortress of untold power.

Description Reflections on Life is a collection of poems which describes the life experiences of the author who has lived with the personal legacy of child abuse, followed by the descent into mental illness (schizophrenia and OCD) and alcoholism. The poems carry a message of hope by exploring the complex mental landscapes of co-morbidity, dual diagnosis, psychosis, childhood, the power of ideas, emotions, thoughts, pain, loss, actions and relationships. The poems invite the reader on a journey through a world where the experience of mental distress has carved a creative channel through the darkness and loneliness of illness and points to a way forward. The author has experienced mental health problems since early childhood (OCD at five, schizophrenia since his teens). He has experienced stigma and discrimination from family, school and society but has learned to forgive along the way through the medium of poetry. The author has lived with severe and enduring mental illness, suicidal ideation, a plethora of psychotic symptoms, voices and perceptual aberrations, as well as the efforts of a sometimes unhelpful and clumsy mental health system. He has learned from the experience of others and how to put his own suffering and distress into a broader social context. About the Author The author was born on 22 October 1964 in London and, with few exceptions, has lived and worked in London all his life. He is the younger of two brothers born to Polish emigre parents who arrived in the UK in the late nineteen forties, after experiencing traumatic childhoods separated from their own parents and witnessing conflict and war in some of the major theatres of the Second World War. The author lives in Ealing, west London which has a vibrant Polish community and is educated to university level. He is currently a postgraduate student at King's College London. The author's childhood was spent in a family home with a number of lodgers which, by any means, was overcrowded. There were many people in his life from early on; each with different, sometimes difficult, personalities which did little to fuse the immediate family unit into a secure base from which a child could thrive. Soon after starting school, the author began to experience cognitive, behavioural and emotional problems. These went unrecognised for many years, during which the author suffered in silence and fell back on his own resourcefulness in developing coping strategies. The author has had obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) since about the age of five and this had a devastating impact on home life and school. At first it was an obsession with numbers and letters of the alphabet. There was much confusion and anxiety in the young child's life. Soon the obsessions multiplied and mutated into more physical aspects of movement (going in and out of doorways, walking up and down pathways and stairs, opening and closing, repeating things aloud) which were accompanied by thoughts and feelings of doom. On many occasions, the stress was so great that the author's young mind would switch off and become empty of thought and fixed in a void but with the recognition that things had to be put right, sorted out and put back in place.

WHAT IS CASSANDRA'S TEAR? This is the epic story of an artist's dreams of preserving the beauty of the human spirit and to capture love and peace forever within Cassandra's Tear. The CASSANDRA'S TEAR Trilogy spills over with imagery and metaphor to create a rare portrait of who and what we humans really are. In Book One ECHO OF A SCREAM the portrait of Cassandra sheds a tear for the victimization of women in a world of male terrorists. The words paint a rare insight into a primitive terroristic world of fantasy made reality by current events. Indians predict the end of this the fifth world because of mankind's inhumanity. The beast is loose in the East and the dream may be ending, but this can be the beginning of a golden age within Cassandra's Tear. The ARTIST EVE crosses the line between fantasy and reality in dreams of Cassandra whom none will believe. CASSANDRA must preserve the secret of the TAIOWA tribe and face the truth of a RISEN GOD as she struglles with an impossible love. Young Scientist CHRISTIAN VON KRAMER commissions the portrait to capture Cassandra's elusive personality and beauty. Dr. JONATHAN MORRO'S research reveals incredible discoveries about the mindbrain, chemical warfare and genetics. Everything erupts with the discovery that good and evil are a result of the existence of a FALLEN GOD intent on IT'S goal...to return to space! The portrait sheds Cassandra's Tear and it is an anointing of new possibilities.