“If they knew I had been sexually abused, if they knew my secret, they would think differently of me. I’ll go through life wearing this mask that I believe is one that is acceptable. People will never know it’s not the real me. Yet my life is not real. I don’t know real love, for others or for myself. There has to be more to life on earth. I must tell, I must be real about who I am, with those I love and especially myself. If I don’t, it will surely be the death of me. The stress, the inner turmoil, the need to be someone I’m not is too difficult to live with any longer. I must come clean. I must get real in order to have a real life”. And so, I did. This is my story.

“If they knew I had been sexually abused, if they knew my secret, they would think differently of me. I’ll go through life wearing this mask that I believe is one that is acceptable. People will never know it’s not the real me. Yet my life is not real. I don’t know real love, for others or for myself. There has to be more to life on earth. I must tell, I must be real about who I am, with those I love and especially myself. If I don’t, it will surely be the death of me. The stress, the inner turmoil, the need to be someone I’m not is too difficult to live with any longer. I must come clean. I must get real in order to have a real life”. And so, I did. This is my story.

The dreaded knock on the door was not just an irrational parental worry for Becki Reiser. It was her reality. Her beloved daughter was at first missing but shortly thereafter, found brutally murdered. How the Reiser family handled the situation provides readers with an inspiring role model for how to face tragedy with a surprising kind of courage: forgiveness.

A true story, Beyond the Tears begins with the suicide attempt of an abused and addicted twenty-five-year-old woman. In the aftermath, she commits to counseling to recover from anxiety and depression associated with post-traumatic stress disorder. The author engages the reader in therapy sessions where the young woman reveals dysfunctional family relationships, including domestic violence, sexual abuse, and mental illness. Due to the therapeutic process, the woman discovers a path to love and the value of life, and she ultimately achieves a life that reflects health and happiness. In sharing this inspirational journey, the author provides a message of hope. Sexual assault, addiction, and suicide are unsolved social problems that carry stigmas. The stigmas cast a code of silence that do not solve problems. The result from not speaking about the crime of sexual assault is too often tragic. Thus, there is a need for real stories of recovery. By bringing my dark secrets to light, it is my hope that others who have had similar events will know that they are not alone. Readers may explore their own emotions to open lines of communication, eliminate shame, and experience healing. I also hope that my book promotes understanding of the issues that cause individual suffering and plague our society.

This testimony is about the faithfulness of God how he keeps his word, and give hope at same time. How he always show up when you need him, he keep on proving his self, over and over again. How he honors his word. How he won't let you down, he is always there to pick you up when you fall down.

"In Western countries, you love someone and someone loves you – that’s all that matters. Then you are free to marry. In Arab countries, you love someone and someone loves you. Then you are dead. In India, you love someone and someone loves you*. * Conditions apply: Both families should accept your love. Natives should accept your love. Friends should accept your love. Neighbours should accept your love. The neighbour’s dog, cattle, their family, their natives and native’s dog, cattle and so on should accept your love. If everyone accepts then you can marry. Hello! What about caste? Now the main issue is that, if you want a love marriage, then find a lover from your own caste. The solution then is: Marry wherever and with whoever your parents want or ELOPE…! "