Welcome to 'My Brain in Words,' where I've gathered my thoughts and feelings and turned them into short texts, poems, journal prompts, and questions. It's like taking a peek inside my mind and seeing the world through my eyes. For years I wrote down these texts in my phone note app until now, when I finally get to share them with you. But more than just sharing my own perspective, I hope to spark something within you. Through these words, I aim to offer a fresh perspective, a new way of thinking and seeing things. It's like we're on an expedition together, exploring the uncharted territories of the mind and soul. Who knows what we might find along the way? The possibilities are endless.

My rose, it is not your fault They are like a dark shadow that is in the way of a bright background We are slowly transcending into their silhouettes Hoping for matters to change feels like journeying towards a mirage When will the desert end?

In a world where words are more than just fleeting whispers, tales we tell one another, or stories we observe in hope of having a fairytale-like life, this series of introspective and poignant stories explores the hidden emotions and inner struggles that many face but rarely express. Just Words is not merely about the words themselves but about the raw and unfiltered experiences. They represent experiences that bind us, haunt us, and sometimes set us free in various ways with a voice that is both haunting and reflective of our broken parts we may carry in our hearts. In our world, each of our stories and every word carries weight while resonating with echoes of our untold truths. Just words are never Just Words.

In a modern world, stuck between inner demons and uncovered emotions, the two, anonymous, protagonists are making their feelings known to the curious readers. The romance, the torment, the pain of the first love between a young, troubled man and a girl afraid to live in the present. The love story and the shared infatuation was meant to remain a mystery, a secret sealed in the pages of dusty letters, but the roads of life are providing them a tumultuous journey and a heartbreaking confession.

"When fate gives you a chance, don't waste it." "Take the first step and make it happen." "When you love someone, tell them." Amelia "Milly" is new to Bantham on the south coast of Devon and decides to take a surfing course. This is where she first meets Jake, a kind trainee surfing instructor, and, as Milly later discovers, her friend's older brother. As their two lives become increasingly intertwined, she develops strong feelings for him. But she ends up with a broken heart. When Milly finally starts to get over her first love, she understands that she didn't fall for Jake because they were meant to be together. She realises that there were a few lessons she needed to learn for life - and heartbreak was the only way to teach her. This book is dedicated to the thousands of people whose hearts are broken every day. Through Milly's story, I wish to teach them what nobody else takes the time to address and hope to protect them from avoidable heartbreak in the future.

"You forget yourself boy. Your narcissistic views cloud your judgment, for alone was never a decision you got to make" -though no one was there to tell him that. A hollow shell of an antiheroic boy who's life seem to be crumbling into fetishization and self-destructive cigarettes. How much can you repair when you've made everything so wrong, still the world never punishes you for it. Zookeeper's Boy is part 1 of a trilogy.

The people on the nutshell are descent people. They know their place, they know their work and they know not to question both of these things. But still some are asking themselves: What am I here for? Where are we going? And was it even my decision to come on here in the first place?