You once asked me if I am not aware of your love for me. The so praised motherly love, the so adherent love you harbor for your own mother, my Nano Jan. As usual I did not know how to answer that question, partly because I know that as an obligation, as a Pflicht, you do love me but also because you never let me feel loved by you. In Furcht, I would be spoiled by it. But I am starved. But perhaps I starved myself of it in my own mind thinking I don not deserve your motherly love. Thinking one should not be obliged to love anyone, even their own child. In truth I can never completely answer that question as the reasons harbor many detailed reasons.

You keep receiving letters from an old friend who seems to be in bad shape. They ask for your help in dealing with their personal hell. Will you respond before it is too late? . A horror story about the loss of one's own identity, insanity, and loneliness. Inspired by analog horror.

Letters to you: Eine traurige Ode an die Freundschaft. In diesem bewegenden Buch verbindet zwei enge Freunde ein tiefer, aber einseitiger Briefaustausch . In dem Brief kommen die tiefsten Gedanken, Ängste und Sehnsüchte zweier Seelen an die Oberfläche. Von inneren Dämonen geplagt, suchen die Charaktere in Briefen nach Trost, Verständnis und Hoffnung. Während sie durch ihre innere Dunkelheit navigieren, entwirren sie nach und nach die Strukturen ihrer zerrissenen Leben.

Jake Marrazzo is seventeen year old with Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy who wrote a children's book, One Wants to be a Letter. The book is a story about being different. The main character is named One. One is a number whose friends are all letters. He has felt different and wants to be just like his friends. Throughout the story, One keeps trying to be a letter, when in the end he finds out that being a Number One was what he was meant to be. The book has received rave reviews and sold over 700 copies since being released on October 1, 2020.

My dearest Mr. Darcy, allow me to make a sassy prediction: one day, you will read my name on this book cover, and by the time you realize it, you will be reading this letter. Awareness will strike you like lightning; you will drop your act and feel in your bones that you are the one I wrote it to. Pride, then, will take your ego to the highest heights as you remember our time together, but the prejudice resulting from the same period will be the one causing your fingers to tremble and your breath to falter; you will be taking the book home. What's more, I venture to say that, somehow, no matter where I might be, I will know it too. It's an inexplicable feeling, weird but wagerable. In the meantime, I leave you with a more daring question than the single "why?" messing with your head as soon as you started reading me: love rules the world, but as innocent and ardently as it may be, can it conquer it all? Yours truly, the author

In a modern world, stuck between inner demons and uncovered emotions, the two, anonymous, protagonists are making their feelings known to the curious readers. The romance, the torment, the pain of the first love between a young, troubled man and a girl afraid to live in the present. The love story and the shared infatuation was meant to remain a mystery, a secret sealed in the pages of dusty letters, but the roads of life are providing them a tumultuous journey and a heartbreaking confession.