I wrote this book for me, the way it happened, and so maybe it's also for you. I learned that rehab is not just about helping people. The help is there, if you need it-but you have to be able to pay for it. If you can't, and you really need help, then you are in a world of trouble. If you can pay, then maybe there will always be a reason to get you in. In my case, I had to go-or end my career. I was lucky because I could pay, so I can continue the work I have chosen and love. I met some good people and fine counselors, and learned some useful things. But it wasn't all benevolent-much was dogmatic, and sometimes malicious. At times, the rehab providers wielded their clout in a nasty way. I resisted, then submitted, and then complied, learning what I could along the way. And I wrote it down. This is the story.

All of us find ourselves, at one time or another facing the unexpected and asking "How did I get here?" Whether because of disappointments in love, crises in health, family or finances, professional dissatisfaction, or events beyond your control, life doesn't look like you expected or intended it to. HOW DID I GET HERE? is a groundbreaking inspirational handbook for anyone of any age going through change, challenge or reevaluation in any aspect of their lives. It is about finding your way to renewed hope and happiness from wherever you are. Renowned transformational teacher Barbara De Angelis masterfully guides you through an understanding of your own life lessons, and teaches you how to successfully use whatever you're going through as a springboard for regeneration and rebirth. We live in turbulent times of profound change, and many of us find ourselves at emotional and spiritual crossroads. HOW DID I GET HERE? offers illuminating teachings and practical, innovative techniques that free you to move forward into a life of renewed optimism, true contentment and courageous awakening. With her remarkable blend of timeless wisdom, practical techniques and down-to-earth advice, Barbara De Angelis helps you to : *Recognize and understand the significant transitions, turning points, and wake-up calls on your path *Transform fear into courage, confusion and into vision, and self-doubt into confidence *Turn what appear to be dead ends into doorways *Reclaim your passion and purpose for living and loving *Discover freedom, fulfillment and authenticity from the inside out Written with Barbara De Angelis' trademark eloquence, honesty and compassion, and containing the treasures of her own thirty-five year quest for enlightenment, HOW DID I GET HERE is a more than uplifting, intimate and moving--it is a true transformational manual for achieving emotional and spiritual rebirth that will change your life.

Preston Brown is one of the most elegant and upcoming stars in the African-American community; who has destiny written all over him. He has everything a twenty-five year old man could ever want in life: a miraculous looking wife (Delight), kids, dog, and a career lined up after seminary school to top it all off. Although, very intelligent and keen with words you will find out how Preston's strengths will ultimately turn into his center of weakness. Preston finds himself in a series of unfortunate events that makes it difficult for him to even believe in himself after some time. Preston's ambitious attributes meet the test when he finds himself caught up with a woman that attracts him in every way. Preston soon finds himself in a dilemma of whether to stay married or get a divorce. The first of a three part series will read to you a story about failure, struggle, and redemption at its greatest capacities. Find out how the consistent faith of his wife delivers him from evil and how Preston finds humility as the greatest spiritual relief he has ever felt.

Sometimes things are just so bad that there is no solution if you are honest. This is a perfect example of two honest people that just couldnt make it. So after a large loan from a large local bank in Dallas, Texas, and after a change in latitude, things got progressively better, and success finally smiled on them. They were thankful. They helped many people along their way to becoming successful. Sometimes its just not easy to head in the right direction without some help financially to give you that boost that you need so badly in life that raises your attitude to a much higher level that leaves you with only one thing to worry about instead of so many that life forces on us sometimes. Some of it seems to be so unbearable at times that you cant even see any light at the end of that tunnel. But you wait and you hope. And occasionally, that light appears. The moment is at hand.

One minute, life is ticking away just fine. Most days are good, but others are not so good. However, you worked hard to get here. You followed the rules, played the game and you don't want to rock the boat, so you've stayed in your comfort zone - where it feels safe. Then, one day, the doctor gives you a diagnosis you never expected or you find out your partner is cheating on you or you are given the news of a redundancy....and it all falls apart, leaving you asking the question: How did I get here? Now you must find a way to put your life back together, except you realise you've spent most of your life being someone others wanted you to be, and you have no idea who you are anymore. This book is not only the story of one woman's journey to rebuild her life but also serves as a guide for anyone who is facing their own life challenges or questioning their path. How did I get here? will inspire you to let go of your past and live in alignment with your true self.

Have you ever been challenged by a monkey, human, creature, or creepy crawler? I have, and as a result I learned energy. I had a background in massage and thought I could heal the world with my hands. Then I took a different direction into the corporate world because I got greedy. I wanted all the material things that I thought would make me happy. Soon I realized those things werent going to make me happy. What did make me Happy was finding my inner Joy. This book will take you into my experiences, including a spiritual journey to South Africa, as if you were right there with me. I dont think of myself as a writer or an author, but a storyteller and an experience facilitator. If you are Happy, this book is for you. If you are still searching, this book is definitely for you.

An exciting new direction for acclaimed author Elizabeth Eulberg, Past Perfect Life is a tense and tender read about secrets and lies, reality and identity, and the ways we put ourselves back together when everything is broken. Small-town Wisconsin high school senior Allison Smith loves her life the way it is--spending quality time with her widowed father and her tight-knit circle of friends, including best friend Marian and maybe-more-than-friends Neil. Sure she is stressed out about college applications . . . who wouldn't be? In a few short months, everything's going to change, big time. But when Ally files her applications, they send up a red flag . . . because she's not Allison Smith. And Ally's--make that Amanda's--ordinary life is suddenly blown apart. Was everything before a lie? Who will she be after? And what will she do as now comes crashing down around her? Perfect for fans of Far From the Tree, this is the story of one teen's search for herself amid the confusion of a shattered past and a future far from all she planned.