There is a side to Thailand that very few people have seen and experienced. Darren Mcdonough is one of those people. In his new book, "It Should Never Have Happened to Me", he recounts his experiences during a revealing sojourn in Thailand and takes readers alongside his odyssey through and out of the country's seamy underbelly of sex, crime and drugs. Timely, redemptive and brutally honest, "It Should Never Have Happened to Me" is both a startling exposé of the dark side of Thailand and a chronicle of one man's quest to overcome the trauma he experienced there.

This "little green book," as it has come to be known to hundreds of thousands of C.O.A.'s and A.C.O.A.'s, is meant to help the reader understand the roles children in alcoholic families adopt, the problems they face in adulthood as a result, and what they can do to break the pattern of destruction.

There is a side to Thailand that very few people have seen and experienced. Darren Mcdonough is one of those people. In his new book, “It Should Never Have Happened to Me”, he recounts his experiences during a revealing sojourn in Thailand and takes readers alongside his odyssey through and out of the country’s seamy underbelly of sex, crime and drugs. Timely, redemptive and brutally honest, “It Should Never Have Happened to Me” is both a startling exposé of the dark side of Thailand and a chronicle of one man’s quest to overcome the trauma he experienced there.

I never thought this would happen to me. I'm sitting on the curb waiting for someone I've never met to give me a handful of cash.For some time now I've been meeting people I don't know, who I've never met.I meet them in parking lots and back alleys. Waiting to make the drop and get the cash.Sometimes I get nervous before the exchange even though I've done this before. I never know what might happen, or how it's going to go down.Nothing's gone wrong, but there's always a first time. My clients or customers are happy with my service. I aim to please.I'm relieved when it's over and I drive away. I always play it safe. That's the only way to survive. Maybe I'm paranoid. They say the paranoid survive. This isn't for everybody. But it gives me a rush.I make people happy.I make their dreams come true.I fulfill their deepest and darkest desires.