INJURED AND SCARRED BUT NOT BROKEN – Queen Esther viewed herself as; injured and unclean. In fact, in her eyes, she was damaged goods! She was always comparing herself to others. To her, others looked so holy and so clean. If she could only be a virgin all over again and make the right choices. Not just a virgin in the physical, but in every way. She just felt she was not clean enough to be of any value. Molested as a child, then as an adult tangled up in strongholds of adultery and fornication. Raped at gun point and almost beaten unrecognizable. Also, as a single parent having her children torn away from her by the system. Throughout her whole life being told something was wrong with her brain, and she would not manage things as others because of mental illness. Have you ever heard the phrases “Your test is your testimony!” and “Your mess is your message”? Queen Esther lives her life as an open book. Transparent for the sake of making a difference in someone else’s life. She did not always make the right choices when it came to partners (singled or married, men or women) and activities (whatever they wanted and how). Dealing with the flesh and mental illness and sometimes just giving into the moments. Queen Esther exposes what one may consider “her dirty laundry” to help others clean up theirs. Workbook inspired by her books – Sexually Driven and Sexually Driven II THIS BOOK CONTAINS SOME ADULT MATERIAL

Domestic Violence is prevalent, more now than ever before, with regards to Sexual-Physical-Emotional-Verbal Abuse. However, since my ordeal, I've been asked if I have any regrets. Fortunately, my response has and will Always be, "If I can report the abuse on one, then I have saved a life." Although this book was dedicated to single mothers and women of domestic violence, for I haven't forgotten my male victims. Unfortunately too often you are forgotten by society, and if you voice that you've been abused by your spouse, girlfriend or significant other, then you're seen as the weaker vessel. Well, on my journey to advocate for victims everywhere, I hear you........I hear you loud and clear.........I hear your cry.........I hear your voice.........I am your voice.........

HURT BUT NOT BROKEN takes you through a journey of learning to let go and let God be in control of your situation. Not many of us are prepared to forgive when hurt in that moment we forget that we have hurt other people before and we will continue to do so and seek forgiveness.

Ruined. Tortured. Broken. What could have been the perfect childhood, turned into a hell that the devil himself would shy away from. I was forced to deal with an evil that would make the darkest of souls cringe. Lily Noel was scarred but beautiful. She was perfectly flawed and everything that I needed. Attraction bordered on obsession. Passion bordered on ecstasy. Addiction bordered on insanity. Nothing could get in the way of our love. Nothing...

Pain is a lasting feeling, emotion, and can consume a person without any discrimination. Amy Holland knew all too well what pain did to someone. She has been living with it for far too long, and it is all because of her father. Reese "Joker" Whitman has put his old life behind him. He is now just Joker, part of The Soldiers of Wrath, an outlaw MC that rules his town. Despite the hard edge he carries around, the violence and destruction he's been known to deliver, Joker wants Amy, the daughter of the woman his father married. Amy might be considered family, but she isn't blood, and he wants her more than he's ever wanted anyone in his life. However, he has to tread lightly, because she's been hurt, and she may never be able to give herself fully to him. When she finally sees Joker for who he is, it isn't fear or pain that consumes her; it is hope and desire. But can she give herself to the biker when she sees herself as too damaged be loved?

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