A novel of satanic decadence in the tradition of J-K Huysmans, FANTAZIUS MALLARE is the tale of a deranged recluse who declares war on reality. In his world of hallucination and twisted eroticism, Mallare needs a woman to worship him as a god; aided by Goliath, his deformed dwarf servant he entices a submissive gypsy girl whom he strives to enthrall in chains of horror and ecstasy. THE DARK EIDOLON is a classic hermetic fiction by Clark Ashton Smith, a master of decadence and literary horror whose death-tainted work has yet to be properly evaluated. Together, FANTAZIUS MALLARE and THE DARK EIDOLON form a uniquely deranged book of the dead, a rare but classic grimoire of macabre American decadence.

“These poems are dark energy vectors pulsating as phantasms through the ultimacy of sorcerous vision! These ‘transmissions from oblivion’ are the rotting fruit of some shadowy realm where the imaginal traverses the actual . . . This degenerate volume weeps blood at the smell of lunar shadows poised to deter the exsanguination of sphinxes –– the elliptical orbit of coarse interstellar viscera. This swarm of shadows orbits a spectral influence confining the actual to the furthest chambers of magnetic pulsars equidistant to cellular levels of vampiric tendrils feasting on alien lavender and hound’s blood. Reality is mortally wounded –– punctured by the blackened bones of the imaginal. This is the smell of its flesh.” — Anonymous “Like some undecidable fugue from an all-too-familiar world that should not be, this seductively anti-lyrical sequence of existential horror-verse will quietly pummel you back into a void blacker than that from which you sprang, in other words, restore your wingéd senses to the ( )hole beneath our feet.” — M.O.N. “This book is dark. The words are dark. The setting is dark. The craft is dark.” — Ben Spivey, author of Black God

A young zombie gives a haunting performance in her first ballet dance recital.

Finally, a FORMULA FOR HEALING, perfect health and the immortality of your existing body is, the result of DIVINE KNOWLEDGE, revealed in a unified and coherent format via Theta Consciousness Healing. Almost everything we have been taught from our parents, religions and governments is inherently incorrect and has caused us to be ignorant of our inherent, Divine perfection! This TEMPLATE OF PERFECTION extends through all levels of creation, from subatomic particles to ourselves and beyond and that enables us to experience perfect HEALTH, ABUNDANCE and UNLIMITED KNOWLEDGE! It will be demonstrated throughout this book that OUR ESSENCE is PURE, DIVINE ENERGY----God! This text reveals a system to reprogram our brain-computer /mind/consciousness to RECLAIM OUR DIVINE BIRTHRIGHT, and manifest the things we need and deserve in our lives. Ancient texts and modern physics are used to prove the validity of these concepts----not just mere human opinion.

Some people keep diaries that merely record the forgettable tidbits of their daily life. Dorothy Rose Nolte Hughes had one of those. But after her passing, her cherished granddaughter Cherry found another one that proved to be the tell-it-like-it-really-is version. It revealed family secrets that may have otherwise been buried forever; the romantic conspiracies of two generations. Granny's spunk shined radiantly through each page. She'd turned some colorful phrases; earthy to be sure, and perhaps for some, even blushworthy. For Cherry and husband Gene, who with their six Doxie kids had spent their every day with Granny during her physically- challenging last months, this newfound treasure was delightfully funny. And deeply endearing. They discovered the true power of fairy tales; like those that had transported her to happier places and happier times during her somber last days. But the fairy tale that was Cherry's last gift to her grandmother, was the best one yet.

An honest and very personal account of my life through transition from female to male, to finally becoming the man I always was.