There once was a time when I was angry with the world, everything and everybody in it. Nothing or no one could make me happy, no matter how hard they tried. People on the outside looking in, felt like I had it made. In reality, I was depressed, self loathing, and hated myself. I overcompensated in area of my life, trying to find acceptance and love from everyone, except the right one. Me. Perhaps, you've found yourself in the same predicaments that I have; jumping from relationship to relationship, seeking something that can only come from within. Maybe you find yourself criticizing everything you do and unable to let go of past hurts. Despite everything you've endured in your past, you are fully capable of building a self love foundation right where you are. In Dear Self, Please Forgive Me, I provide the necessary steps needed to build that foundation of love for self.

It’s been a difficult year With all those tears Smiles fade fast and hearts get broken Life got out and the wounds got opened It’s been a difficult year Without you being here I have been surrounded by the darkness all these years Pushing back by the time due to endless fears I have been asking for help from all the strangers Moving too fast from the memories in despair I have been asking for help, your help, and not receiving anything It’s a harsh world Full of toxic people Faked is love by the cruel creatures The toxic world with the toxic creatures It’s been an endless year with the pain of fear The world is getting emptied by the loss of an innocent creature I have been asking for help, your help, still not received anything All the dreams I have seen never meant a thing Looking for the answers in the world that is not here Imagining my world without any fear Illusions of the perfect paradise waiting for me in the handful of tears A world in which no one is feared Asking for help and the help is given Looking for the answers all together

For those suffering from divorce, a breakup, or heartache, “Kingma deals with love so directly . . . [she] brings immediate comfort to anyone in pain” (LA Weekly). Originally published in 1987 and continuously in print since then, Coming Apart has been an important resource for hundreds of thousands of readers going through the devastation of unraveling relationships. Love is great; a broken heart, not so much. Usually accompanied by insomnia, loss of appetite, and depression, the end of a relationship is a hard time for anyone. Getting over a breakup requires grit and understanding. This breakup first aid kit helps you get through heartbreak without falling apart—and with your self-esteem intact. While only time can heal wounds, understanding what transpired in each of our relationships is what allows us to finally let go and move on. With a refreshing perspective on relationships, Coming Apart helps us understand that all relationships come with lessons to be learned. So, rather than obsess over your ex, explore the critical facets of relationship breakdowns: · Why we choose who we choose · What relationships are really about · The life span of love · How to get through the end · A personal workbook to process and move forward “A profoundly intelligent, compassionate, and kindhearted healing process that is highly transformative and which will literally weave you back to wholeness in all those places where you've felt betrayed, battered, broken, and bruised.” —from the foreword by Katherine Woodward Thomas, author of the New York Times bestseller Conscious Uncoupling

We are in the midst of massive global change. And while so many unknowns lie ahead for humanity, it’s clear we all have an opportunity to heal and step fully into the life we came to lead. In fact, it’s necessary for us to do this inner work so that we can show up and create the monumental change this world is craving and needing. In a transformative guide, Susan Kennard relies on her experience as a therapist and medium to lead others through profound, yet easy-to-follow processes to release blocks from the past that include unwanted childhood trauma, limiting beliefs, and old energies in order to awaken the light within and align with a destiny and true identity. Kennard shares stories of her own personal awakening and healing journey; offers insight from her guides about relationships, money, freedom, and even animals and how they help us heal; and provides guidance on how to clear past traumas and open a path to healing. Awaken the Light within Your Heart shares personal stories, insight from spiritual guides, and a transformative process that encourages healing on a deep level.

Socialite Abigail has always gotten what she wants. So when the plans for her nuptials go down in flames, she simply cannot stay in Eureka Springs. Bitter, angry, and humiliated, Abigail searches for somewhere to go. When Marcus receives a telegram requesting his protective services for the daughter of a friend, he obliges. But as he observes Abigail, what he sees doesn’t match up with what he’s heard. Which Abigail is real—the manipulative, vindictive woman of Eureka Springs, or the lovely young lady of Hot Springs? Will Abigail ever overcome the past to find a love all her own?